"If less is more, imagine how much more more would be..." (from Frasier)

So, here I am at 11:24 PM on the first official day of my Spring Break, and I am fucking around online again. I really need to get some sleep so I can keep up with these kids of mine tomorrow. The twins are crawling all over now--Colt can climb the steps now and Brock is getting close. But the real problem is Jared. That kid is constantly getting into stuff! I can't keep enough snacks in this house for him.

Part of the problem is that I'm hyped up on caffeine--again! Can't stay off the shit. I thought that once I got out of the school environment I could kick it, but I'm weak. Damn! It is the never-ending cycle. I drink the caffeine--the babies nurse and therefore drink the caffeine via my milk--the babies don't sleep well--I don't sleep well--I'm tired all day--I drink caffeine to stay awake--and so on, and so on, and so on. I figured I'd stop cold-turkey now that I'm home all day and can nap when the babies nap, but the HEADACHES!!! When will it end? Had to stop at Chevron for a 44 ouncer on the way home from the laundromat to stop the pain.

Oh, the laundromat...get this: I spent 4 hours at the laundromat getting out from under the mountain of dirty clothes that had accumulated throughout the house. God, I'm a bum!! I'd rather go out and buy new underwear than do laundry. Gotta train one of these kids of mine to do laundry! It was kind of nice to get away for a few hours, and I got to watch two silly movies UNINTERRUPTED!! When was the last time that happened?

And now I'm WIRED...can you tell? Am I making any sense? Stop the insanity!!! Must get rest...

I am feeling